i spent all day crying and not knowing why. i felt like i abandoned myself, my happy personality was gone. i have so much to be happy for so why am i sad? it was the money thing, if it hadnt been brought to my attention by that weirdo i wouldnt have known, i wouldve […]

money is freedom. thats what he said. and i know what he means but like, freedom is freedom. yes money gives you the ability to do things that require money but most things dont require money. take a deep breath in, take a deep breath out. take a nap, pet your cat. none of these […]

here i am again. despite how far i go i always come back, to the pen and paper, rather, the keyboard and finger(s). if there was one thing in my life that was consistent, its writing. writing makes me feel balanced, and connected to god. its been maybe a week or so since ive talked […]